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Monday, July 04, 2005

gawd...

today was... hmm. should i say unexpected or wad? well..

haha.. went out shopping with wei tian only =) though it was only the two of us, it was still fun, cos there wasnt any dragging going on and things go smoothly too. so we met at around 11am and we went to far east to.. SHOP!!!! yeah man...i love shopping. hehez. well..shopped for hours and targetted some tops, but didnt buy them in the end XD hahah.. so later we went to the hospital, to help my mum out, and later we went back to orchard for more shopping => mad woman? i suppose.. XD

yeah... so i bought my beach shorts and a top already.. hehe~~

yups.. so later we went to TM and shop around for a while, and then i accompanied tian to fusion for her haircut.. haha... i think tian should be quite suitable for rebonding hair too =) though her natural waves are very pretty too.. haha.. => dun worry too much over your hairstyle girl =>

so i'm darn tired.. almost fell asleep in the salon.. yawns... but since tian is walking home and the traffic light has started to blink, plus the fact that no single bus is in sight, i crossed the traffic light and walked home too.. well. i kept my head looking down, cos i got that damn feeling i'll see him again.. so i dun dare to look up at all. until.. i heard footsteps dragging, then i saw him walking in the opposite direction. but he had already passed by me, so no use calling him or wadeva. might as well as feign pretence. haha.. sounds abit funny.. wad good pretenders we are.

hahas.. so when i went home.. hmm.. full of thoughts, but managed to pass through the worse stage. and anyways, i saw a freaking cockroach on my way home. OH MY GOD!!!! know wad? i STEPPED just right in front of the cockroach. i though it was just a stone but on a closer look, i wondered why it has legs. and suddenly, i sped away from that ugly creature. sighs.. when i stepped out of my block's lift, i saw a BIG BIG BIG beetle and i stepped so near to it too. sighs. why are the insects attracted to me huh. gawd. what the hell.. i HATE insects more then sickos.

anyways, hohohohooh~~~ today one model agent approaced me, and he's from i models... stands for international models. hahaha.... i wouldnt join them definitely, kind of low class i think. don't think they're that good la... haha.. that person will give me a call again and tell me when is the audition.. but i'll reject him i guess. haha..XD dun think i'm cut out to be a model at all. =( sad case huh? but well.. tt's life. but at least for now, i dont have the confidence to be a model... and definitely i dont meet the criteras. anyways, well.. haha... at least that is one compliment for me today, and i shall count my blessings in a day. =)

blessing number 1- had a happy day out with tian
blessing number 2- ate sooo many stuff today and enjoyed all of them
blessing number 3- finally got to shop again.. =>
blessing number 4- bought some items i want =>
blessing number 5- saw him. => i decided to count that as a blessing cos i missed him. lol. im not afraid to admit my feelings.. at least someone up there knew i missed him, so they arranged me a glance of him.
blessing number 6- got a compliment from someone i dont know
blessing number 7- didnt do any homework (if i did, i wouldnt have gone out to shop and had such a fruitful day)
blessing number 8- finally, i lived one more day safe and soundly.

gawd... kenny added a testimonial for me.. sighs.. hmm. should i approve or delete? haiz.. if approve den.... ...but if i delete it'll seem tt i'm so mean and narrow minded. kaoz..still must return testi de.. argh.. fine.. i'll just say "haha...lame...nah, a testi returned." heex. => a solution done liao..

shit la.. haven do GP reading logs and essays.. sianified. haven do bio.. haven do lots of homework leh.. but do u think i care? well, i don't. => good bye!!! i'm going to have my beauty sleep le... <3

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